Short and simple, I'm sick. Like seriously. Don't know if I said this before, but last week of school last year I was hit hard with Pneumonia and Bronchitis, at the same time. The worse it had gotten then was I had gotten home from school, locked myself in my room immediately, and fell asleep until my alarm woke me up the next morning for school. (I was also in alot of pain, but it was scary how I slept like that) I think I tried to play it off then. But now, I'm getting the same symptoms: Sore throat, numbness, congestion, shortness of breath, intense dizziness, a little confusion, completely out of my mind as if I'm smashed or something, and fatigue. It's been what, 5 months since then, and I'm already sick like this again? I rarely get sick, and when I do, I do my best not to show it, but this is starting to seriously scare me.
Anyways, no need to worry, the only thing I'm worried about is not getting on the computer enough to get some things started up.
Short and simple, no problem, no real reason to post a reply, but whatever. Lol If I'm not on, it's either I'm too sick to try and stand up and risk falling over again, or I just can't get on due to groundation. (The Latter is the most likely)
Peace peeps! ~^///^~

I'll have this week's Kit studio top 5 pick flash games at the bottom. ~IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT~PLEASE READ~

Ok, so um, yeah, I've been saying I want to help out alot people, if you remember me saying that. And yeah, I've always live with people saying there's nothing a kid my age can do to make a difference. Well, I think I've managed a big F.U to those people that believe that. I've single handedly helped some good friends of mine. Well, one is a really good friend, the other ANOTHER friend introduced me to, and I helped her 3 days after meeting her.
The new girl, Lilly, she was in love with this one guy, but broke up a few weeks before I had met her. I gave her some advice, and now they're back together (the advice was unusual, I hate using the advice I gave her, but it was all that could work I feel).
Taylor, my good friend who's supported my ideals for some time was going out with another friend of mine named Brandon before I left, and lasted this long. She told him she needed time to think about some things. He already knew what it was, but Taylor came to me and asked me for some help. I gave her my most non biased opinion. Let her choose. And now, they've pretty much stayed together.
One more story.
One of the three greatest friends I've ever had, Desmond, well, he's not the way he is now if it wasn't for me. He's come a long way with my help. And now, he's thinking of becoming a doctor. If he makes it, I promised him anything his heart desired. No matter the cost. I intend to keep that promise. ~^^~

Also, I had watched a movie recently called "Pay it Forward"
A kid helps 3 people out with one major thing, and each one has to help 3 more people. I told my friends to do the same. Pay it Forward.
DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE? I mean, I've helped my friends quite a bit, it would be great if they would help others as well. I'd be a bit more at peace knowing they did that.

One last thing before the updates. Today, was the single most greatest day of my life. Nothing too special about it. If you've ever known me, I NEVER or next to NEVER get any kind of recognition, nor compliments (Well, except by Amy and Lilly). I'm not use to the way I was treated today. I mean, I held a door open for a kid in a wheelchair, where most would let it close and wait for an administrator to help the kid. Well, the kid wasn't even halfway through the door when someone grabbed the door and said "you know what, no, you go ahead first"
I've ALWAYS held the door open for others since school started this year, and this kid noticed. Ever since that event, people have been watching me as if I was like, some sort of saint, guess my name's gotten around...
Little kids seem to enjoy my presence, and like to talk to me. Which is creepy to an extent, but it makes me feel quite happy to see just how much people enjoy me being there. ~^^~
Guess my Aura's changed ALOT since I've been here.
I've got 2 1/2 more years left in Oklahoma. I intend to fix my hometown of Henryetta before I leave. It's always been a sort of slum, but I can see it would be much better if I got my hands dirty to help out those that can't afford a higher standard of living here.
CAN I MAKE A DIFFERENCE? Please comment. It would mean the world to me if you would give me your input.

Now after all of that, I'm feeling majorly conceited, and that's one thing I can't stand above all else. So now, time for my new weekly section on Kit Studios top five flash game picks. Hey, I need a hobby I guess. lol

*All are from Armor games. Been a little too lazy to go travel for more game sites during my free time in computer class*
*1* "This is the Only Level" [link] (Only one level. Several mind blowingly complicated stages though. Excellent Choice!)
2 The Competitor [link] (Takes a top down shooter, and makes you control the enemy. Fast action defense game where you draw a line to place troops)
3 Chargeball [link] (basically,only touch the bounce pads. Take out all targets to win. Refuel when needed and such. Quite fun really!)
4 Pixel Grower [link] (Fun, but no Powerful Application really. Just Misc game lol)
5 Indistruc2 Tank [link] (Hit the missiles fired from the enemies with your tank to go flying. Maneuver your tank to take out several enemies. Make it to the end before you run out of fuel!)

::I'll have this up for a few more days, then there's something important I need to say::

Ok, so this is gonna be that second journal that has nothing to do with updates. Or does it? Oo In this post, I'll explain what's happened to me lately and what's with the extended absence.

Been offline due to the need for some personal Me time. I feel loads better!

Anyways, if you didn't already know, and for some reason I feel like I've said this already, but my gf Rei broke up with me a couple months back. And if you didn't already know this as well, she meant more to me than anyone could, even me! And still does... But any who, we got into our first argument over something I still don't understand, and it was a heart wrenching experience, as we were arguing about trusting each other and all this other kind of jazz. Well, I don't want to bore you with the details, partly because I've only met about 3 people maybe that have and attention span long enough to read these journals of mine to the end, and partly because they're my reasons for what I'm about to say next, and I want to keep it that way. :3
When everything was all said and done, I seriously felt relieved. As if a thousand pounds were suddenly lifted from me. I've never actually been mad, sad, angry, or anything but happy and positive since! And if you know me, I use to be a VERY stressed and negative person!
Read my new post signature to see what I'm talking about.

Oh, went through my deviations a few days back, and kept coming back to them over the course of those few days. I did this to see how many views my junk got, and I have to say, I'm uber surprised! Like, I seriously didn't know anyone cared about all that stuff! Some of my better pieces are in the hundreds! I know it's not much to freak over, seeing as how many of my friends here get into the thousands in just a couple of days, but still, thanks peeps! ~^^~

I never said this, but about a week after my last bday, February 10, I got my drivers permit. Big whoop huh? Kinda yeah! I never saw the big deal with driving till I got behind the wheel. Oooooohhhhhh the power these machines have, and the potential they can hold! Man I'm burning to drift one of these IRL someday! That might be one reason mother doesn't like me driving too much! Oo

I'm supposedly grounded from the internets. "Why are you grounded Kit? Were you looking at pron? Oo" No, of course not! >:3
What did happen, believe it or not, is that I've started finishing all homework at school, so I won't have to bring my school life into my home life and be stressed like before and have time with the computer. BUT! Mother doesn't believe me! And so I'm "Grounded" until report cards!!! wtf?!

Also, I've gotten into playing online flash games again, since mother uninstalled Halo (Reinstalled today, played it all day cuz she wasn't here ALL DAY)And I have to say they're alot more fun than I remember!
Here's my top 5 pick of online flash games:
1 Rage 3 [link]
2 Phage Wars 2 [link]
3 On the Edge [link]
4 Heavy Weapons [link]
5 Vector Menace Tower Defence [link]
All of these are pretty nice, and require a good amount of skill. I like em at least. Only reason I didn't get completely owned when I played Halo again after being away for so long.

Gotta get my ass on the ball! Been daydreaming of a series of films I'm wanting to make, 3d and all. Only problem is, I don't have continuos access to a terminal long enough to get to work. They're gonna be a set of music videos, each one going to be about some of my more personal friends' ordeals, inspirational moments, or life changing events. The music? I'll talk my friends from Rage Addicts into making custom made audio for the vids once I finish. But it's all a secret! Every scene, every keyframe, of all 4 current film scripts, are in meh head! I can see every bit of each one as if I was watching it on a 52" HD plasma screen tv! Or maybe even better! Been a while since I've seen a HD plasma like that :/

I said I might put some updates, but I don't feel like that right now, so sorry you can't keep up! ~^^~
I bet you're tired of me talking about myself, so if you would like, you can post a comment telling me how you've been! I've been quite bored, and wanna get up to date with all I've missed!

Rage Addicts ~ [link]
~The Addicts
~The Proposition
!@Please Tell Everyone You Know About This@!

*About the Addicts*
So, if you don't already know, then let me tell you.
I know some pretty big people online, mostly through online gaming. One such group of people (two really), are Dave and Aaron of Rage Addicts, a brand new music group that recently popped up on the data-stream. They're a unique pair of music/media artists, utilizing their abilities extremely well. I had met Dave on Halo for pc, and joined a clan of his that holds alot of influence in the Halo pc community. When one day he brought the entire clan into a chatroom to ask us to help him and his friend out, I immediately offered to help. So now, me and my team (a clan I helped make, known as Fenneaux, FX for short) are going to be working on getting these guys to the top. We'll be sending out news, flyers, journals like this, and even broadcasting on our free Online Radio when we get everything set up.

*Proposition for Kit Studios*
This is what I personally asked to help with.
I'm going to be handling making some excellent graphical videos for their music later on down the road. All that's needed is for them to copyright their music, and for me to advance a little further in graphical music and video effects and everything will be set to get started.

*If you read this far, thank you! I didn't have much time for this journal, so there's not a whole lot of info on Rage Addicts. I'll try to edit that this afternoon.

Alright, so um...
I'm feeling a little down... Like alot.
I was wondering, would anyone miss me here on DA? If I left DA, would I be missed by anyone? I've been considering, but I dunno... Should I or should I not? Depends I guess...
Please reply to this...